Tuesday, December 28, 2021

GOD'S  Sovereignty

 vs  

Man's Sovereignty 


 Ecclesiastes 1:15

What is crooked cannot be straightened, and what is lacking cannot be counted.
Ecclesiastes 7:13
Consider the work of God, For who is able to straighten what He has bent?


The old argument of free will over GOD's selection has been something I have studied for the past ten years. I bet every prophet in the OT begged to be relieved of their duty. Jonah did, Jeremiah did, Amos did, but GOD wouldn't let them go their own way. I have begged to be let go of this path GOD has me on, and the answer has been no.

In a way there is a freedom in not having free will. I can't mess up GOD's plan with my own stubborn insistence of having things my way. If GOD has given a man the ability to choose free will over GOD's will, then that free will has become an idol, and that man never really belonged to GOD. If we choose to make good choices with our free will, then that free will of choosing the right thing can breed a pride in our heart that only GOD can see. On the other hand, the fact that I can neither choose my free will over GOD's plan or even choose to walk GOD's path, (because many times I've tried to leave). He has always pulled me back on this path against my own will. That is humbling, because He chose my path, I did not. I have not been given the free will to leave it. I didn't choose to follow GOD, He imposed Himself on me, because He has a plan that I do not know. He has a work for me to do that I cannot see. He sees the ending, I cannot see. He sees the person He will mold me into that I cannot see.

I have rested in the assurance that what GOD called me to, He WILL finish and there is no way a man's free will to say no could jeopardize that. It has been too hard of a walk, flooded with tears. If the Adonai I have worshiped, leaned on, and trusted, could leave the results into the hands of a man, there would be no use in perseverance. I have to trust that His plan and path is better than one I would have chosen. I have to trust that I will be deliriously happy in the end, because GOD had His way and I did not have mine.

David did not have a choice, Joseph did not have a choice. Saul did not have a choice on the road to Damascus. He was called, and there was no way of getting out of it. He didn't plan to go to Macedonia, but GOD put a man in his dream to beg Paul to come. GOD gave Joseph dreams of where to take Mary and Yeshua.

I have studied that OT, inside, outside, and upside down, and I see people who were called to a task, sometimes against their own will, and GOD kept them on that path. He has done that to me. He robbed me of my original dreams, and put new ones in my heart and "forced" me to want them. Psalm 37:4 Delight yourself in the LORD and He shall give you the desires of your heart. Those words "shall give" in Hebrew mean "set/put."




I have pleaded to get off this road because it was fraught with Noah's Flood's worth of tears. I wouldn't be here doing this if I could have had my own way. I couldn't resist His Grace in 1989 when I became born again. My testimony will prove that. Every child I had, GOD put that desire into my heart, until Max. After that, I did not want anymore. I even found myself pregnant at 48 years old, and I was mad. I didn't want another baby. When I found out that I miscarried, I was relieved, because I knew Max was last, because we named him Max because we reached our Max, and eight is enough! (pun intended).
Proverbs 19:21
Many plans are in a person’s heart, But the advice of the Lord will stand.
KJ21
Commit thy works unto the Lord, and thy thoughts shall be established.
Psalm 33:10
The Lord nullifies the plan of nations; He frustrates the plans of peoples.

I tried to quit so many times, because I stopped believing He was going to do something, because the evidence proved that, but He dragged me back in kicking and screaming. He has to be Sovereign even over a man's decisions or He wouldn't be the Almighty, Creator of the Universe. He has to have that right to be GOD. He has allowed us a certain amount of free will, but it is subject to His Sovereign plan. I have leaned on these verses to keep me going, knowing that GOD will put all the puzzle pieces where they belong when they belong there.

 Psalm 24 
The earth is the Lord’s, and all its fullness, The world and those who dwell therein.

The Lord Considers the Heart
Proverbs 21:
The king’s heart is in the hand of the Lord,  like the rivers of water;
He turns it wherever He wishes.


Here is how He taught me. GOD puts us on His Cruise Ship to Paradise and plans all the port stops along the way. We are free to move around the ship any place we want to go, even if that is a bad place. We will suffer the consequences, but we cannot jump ship. There are plenty of times man has thought GOD was leading him a certain way, and the end result was failure. It was the man who got it wrong, not GOD. Man's number one sin is pride, and it comes in all shapes and sizes, as well as resides in man's free will, to an extent.


Psalm 37:23 
The steps of a man are established by the LORD, and He delights in his way.

Job 42:2
 “I know that Thou canst do all things, And that no purpose of Thine can be thwarted.

Job 12:14
“To God belong wisdom and power;  counsel and understanding are his. What he tears down cannot be rebuilt;   those he imprisons cannot be released.

   Some Epics Are Hidden Away in Someone's Garage or Attic




   I found a blog post from a New York editor that said to step away from our manuscript for a while to get a fresh second look at it. I find that amusing, because GOD gave me an epic story, and I wrote it between 2013-2014. I then spent half of 2015 revising and editing. I shelved it when dual cancers became unwelcomed guests in our family, followed by divorce and a family shattered into shreds all over this country. There were other trauma's, and I just couldn't get back to it.

I know that GOD will use it mightily, however, I do not want it commercially published. I believe in what GOD gives us for free ought to be shared freely. I also do not want it to get out while I'm still breathing here, because success ruins almost everyone, and I would very easily fit into that category. Another reason is that when an epic is published and goes "viral," it then becomes about the author and not the work. I want LOVE'S MUSES to be what GOD intended it to be. I don't want myself to be here when He does it; that way, it will go wherever He planned on going by its own merit. This epic story could help people trying to recover from the traumas of their lives that set them back a few paces, and help them recover to an even better person they were before the trauma.

The story was written in 2013 and is about a country artist who inspired a kindergarten teacher to write a book about her life. She never intended it to go anywhere, because she was extremely shy, and it went viral right after a world crisis. Now, how is that for crazy. That is why I said GOD gave it to me, because I wrote about a world crisis SEVEN years before one began, and one this world has never experienced. It has humor, drama, intrigue, and love of fellow man, everything an epic should have. I take no credit for, it because there is no way I am talented enough to do such a thing. Here is my favorite quote from the series of five books:
"When you are proving to God that you want to be a success in His eyes only, then the brilliance of God will take your craft to new heights of genius you never even knew existed. You will be amazed at what He creates through you working your craft." #KatieLynnMoore.

Having had a professional tell me that it is indeed a wonderful story, verified what I already knew. It would give me peace knowing that I could have a good influence on some people, and help them in their despair, depression, and disillusionment in life, as that is how I've lived the past thirteen years.





Friday, November 12, 2021

Sometimes Insomnia is From That Dreaded Menopause, Other Times, It's Class Time with GOD.





     First, GOD opens my spiritual eyes to a truth inside His Word but outside the church box. Second, He gives me the faith to believe it is from Him directly, because He proves that it fits historically, and how it reflex His character and tradition from the OT stories and heroes.  Hence, enter the "GOLIATH" What did Goliath do? He challenged the army of the LORD. He used his great height, might, fortitude and military training to intimidate the soldiers. 

     Here is the key, he let his "history" testify to his odds at winning in battle against any Israelite Soldier. There was another who did that and drowned Judah with fear, including the King. Who was that? What did he do? He used his historical military triumphs to invoke fear and take Judah's eyes off what the LORD had been constantly teaching them outside the "church" box for even then. Who was it? Sennacherib. 

     What did the King of Judah do? He laid prostate before the LORD and showed the threats to the LORD at the Temple. Because King  Hezekiah took his fear to the proper place, GOD answered Sennacherib and let him know just Who granted him his past victories. He also prophesied about Sennacherib future and demise at the hand of his own sons.  That's what GOD calls putting a hook in the nose of the arrogant who refuse to give credit Where credit is due. The answer came directly from GOD through the prophet Isaiah, one of GOD"s greatest.


     
     Likewise, GOD isolated David from his brothers who lived out their father's traditions. GOD watched over David while he was the rejected brother. All of that isolation taught David to hear only the voice of YHWH instead of paying more attention to tradition and history. Why was he rejected? Many Rabbinic teachings suggest that David wasn't a full bred of Jesse and his wife, and that was why he wasn't invited to the original dinner with the Seer Samuel. They teach he may have been the son of a harlot, concubine, or even adulterous affair of Jesse's wife. He was thought of as a second-hand son. He was number EIGHT. What does the number eight mean? New beginnings.




     Here's the point. GOD will choose a person. He will watch over that rejected person and open his/her eyes to teachings that surpass tradition and aren't limited to the church box. Then GOD will give that person a Supernatural faith like He gave to David to believe that GOD will do it. While that man/woman of faith is waiting for GOD to do what He showed his unspoken hero just what He can and said He will do with him/her, history, tradition, and naysayers scream into the ears of the woman or man of Supernatural faith, and that hero starts listening more to the naysayers.  He/she then will start to focus on his/her previous history and how nothing that great ever happened to or for or from them before like that, and he/she loses his or her faith that he or she was chosen for anything.

     Does this describe you? Likely, not, because most of you all are happily and soundly sleeping, while we ADHD'ers are up in the middle of the night, not able to sleep, because GOD has another lesson from His Seminary for us.  Too many people will settle for mediocre because it's comfortable, or they don't want to look like a freak  Like Terah, Abram's father, they are okay with "settling in Haran," halfway to the destination.  After that, GOD passes the torch on to another, who He knows will complete the journey.  The rest of the way is the most arduous part of the journey.  It's the road less traveled.  


     The Valley of Achor is what is between us and the promise land, and there's not a more depressing place than the Valley of Achor.  That's when GOD has to step in and give us a push.  There are very few of us fearful/doubting "Biblical" heroes out there. Time and tradition and the naysayers of the world chase us off path on to a  battlefield, and we put on Saul's Armor, until we realize, Saul's armor doesn't fit us.

Thursday, September 9, 2021

  Heaven's Walk of Fame

Just like there are celebrities in the world, music stars and all that, well in heaven there is also a group that are celebrities. Like all the heroes of the Bible, they are on Heaven's Walk of Fame. Well, I'm on it, also. I know this for sure, because GOD sees in us who He will make us, and that's who we already are in Heaven, regardless of who we are here.
Let's take Gideon for an example. 11 The angel of the Lord came and sat down under the oak in Ophrah that belonged to Joash the Abiezrite, where his son Gideon was threshing wheat in a winepress to keep it from the Midianites. 12 When the angel of the Lord appeared to Gideon, he said, “The Lord is with you, mighty warrior.” The ANGEL of the LORD came down, sat w/the weakest runt in the weakest family in the weakest tribe and called him "Mighty Warrior." I love Gideon's response.
13 “Pardon me, my lord,” Gideon replied,
His reaction was like total unbelief. He had no idea that he was going to be in the Biblical Walk of Fame, but GOD did, because GOD chose him and wrote his story ahead of time. THAT's how GOD sees us.
He sees us like He saw Gideon, not how Gideon saw himself.
15 “Pardon me, my lord,” Gideon replied, “but how can I save Israel? My clan is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the least in my family.”
When GOD chose me to write LOVE'S MUSES, I said to Him, regarding myself, "Pardon me Lord, but do you know who I am? I am a total screw up." Yet, my name is on the Red Carpet of Fame in Heaven. I'm not delusional, I'm finally accepting the truth. The thing about being on that Red Carpet in Heaven, we don't get to walk on it until the work is done, and we are already gone from this earth and are in Heaven. Most of the time, people think we are crazy and they dismiss us or are mean to us.

One thing about us famous future heavenly dwellers is that while we are here on earth, in order to keep us humble, GOD will prevent our work from bearing much fruit, and no one recognizes us while we are still down here. Just as I wrote in an earlier blog post: CANCER, DEATH, AND GOOD HUMBLE PIE, AMONG OTHERS, there will always be a thorn in the flesh for anyone chosen to be walk on Heaven's Walk of Fame. A thorn in the flesh can be anything from a physical limitation to an emotional handicap. I can assure you, GOD will keep you humble by whatever means He needs.

GOD has graciously given me a vision for two other of His heavenly superstars already on the Walk of Fame up there but nobodies down here, like me. That is both a gift and a burden, because it's my job to show them this truth about themselves. Who are you in the Kingdom of Heaven? Are you are a superstar in the making, or are you just happy to be among those chosen to be heaven bound. You are chosen, you realize that, I hope. You did NOT find GOD, He came for you.



Thursday, July 15, 2021

There is Nothing New Under the Sun!  


  This is going to sound pretty harsh, and really hard to take, but a spoonful of sugar will help the medicine go down. The Gospel is the sugar. Right now, the of the sugar bowl has shrunk to only a remnant size.  This needs to be said, and I believe no one can say it better than I can, so strap on your thinking caps. I'll state this as plainly and clearly as I can. Here goes.     It isn't just armed troops that die in a war, innocent men, women, and children die in a war by the millions. The immoral London Blitz of the 40's, bombing residential building units is just no longer an acceptable way of murdering the innocent in a war, so the enemy needed to find a more palatable way to do it. The Germans did it by propagandizing their opinion that a particular race were what they called "feeders," and they needed to be eliminated. So, they turned their neighbors into un-deputized secret police. Those poor "Jews" that died had no way to fight back, they just complied, not knowing they were being marched off to death camps. 


    There is nothing new under the sun Ecclesiastes tells us, and GOD is Sovereign over all the peoples and nations of the earth. GOD always calls out a remnant from a larger group, in this case, it's a world-wide remnant out of 6 billion people. They were called "allied forces" seventy years ago, (note the 70 years), and today, they are being called "conspiracy theorists." We are the tin-hat wearers who have not only survived this blitz of death, but have tried to warn others of the diabolical plot to kill the "ignorant," and the innocent.  I liken this to Gideon in the book of Judges. He was the runt of his family, which was the weakest clan of the smallest tribe of Jacob's twelve tribes. 

    The Bible has what they call types and shadows. It's when something in the natural which occurred in the OT days happens again in these latter days, but in the spiritual on a global basis. Gideon's story is kind of like that. I'll put a link here (Gideon and his 300 ) and you can read it. Basically, GOD chose someone no one expected, then He weeded out 29,700 soldiers down to 300 men led by the runt of his family. GOD told Gideon He was going to use him to take down the mighty Midian army of 132K soldier, complete with armor and weaponry far better than what the Israelites had. GOD told Gideon He was going to do it with him, a mere wine-presser, and those 300 vagabonds of an army. I know, crazy, huh?

    That is how GOD works. If GOD let the full army attack in the traditional way, then men would get the credit, if there was a victory, hence, this is how GOD gets the Glory. There is no denying that it was Him and the victory belongs to YHVH, but we reap the benefit of the win. This little 'barley loaf,'' as he was depicted in the man's dream, armed his men with pitchers and lamps. Yes, I said pitchers, as in Kool-Aid pitchers, and lamps as in sticks on fire, or rather torches. Those men were to surround the city with those "weapons." At the time GOD appointed, they all started making some serious noise, and GOD caused the Midian army to be completely confused, bewildered, and they started attacking themselves. They were killing their own army by their own hand. They drew swords on each other. Are you all starting to see the type and shadow here?. The Gideon today is President Trump and his army of 100 million "devoted conspiracy theorists" as we were called, or in the deep state's terminology, we were FBI's  domestic terrorists. 


    This chart is for the United States alone, although this has been a global war. Note the sharpest increase in deaths were an age range were 25-64 years.  The lethal injection the globalists want to jab you with are the equivalent of the bombing blitzes. Innocent families and children are being "bombed" with a lethal injection. The WOKE community are the un-deputized citizen's turning on us tin-hat wearers who know the truth, but aren't credible due to the labels applied to us.  It's much like the swords and chariots of the Midian army, who have gotten in line and "obeyed" their leaders without as much as a question, and have persecuted the "conspiracy theorists." The truth is being hidden from the obedient who are complying.  The WOKE are killing the ignorant by turning them in and putting pressure on them to "drink the Kool-aid."

    They murdered your loved ones on purpose, and they planned it. It's no different than what Jim Jones and Hitler did, but on an exponential global scale. It's like instead of drinking the Kool-aid, they are having it injected in themselves and their children. Dr. Anthony Fauci his axis powers, the WHO, the CDC, the FDA, the FBI, and the apostate faux American Government are making all the noise and like, Jim Jones did with his PA system in Guyana. They are propagandizing fear.  Fauci and his "alphabet" (axis powers) are up against a wall, and the the end is coming for him. As in Jonestown, it's the good versus the evil.  Yes, there are good congressmen, today, like Congressmen Leo Ryan in 1978,  who was viciously murdered on the air field, along with some of his entourage while trying to rescue those held in captivity by the insanely evil Jones.


Big Pharma and some other nefarious conglomerates are using their jab as their atom bomb. The terms drilled into people, "fully vaccinated, with the boosters are the Kool-aid injections the sheeple are rolling up their sleeves, and their children's sleeves to fall in line, and unwittingly kill themselves and their children.



     GOD is protecting and arming us. We are Gideon's army with lamps and pitchers. We are trying to light the way and offer pure Living Water, but the ignorant are refusing to see us that way, choosing the poisoned Kool-aid instead. We are trying to "Red-Pill" those who GOD will also enlighten, and sadly those who are destined to become casualties of war. Those causalities are the ones being sent the strong delusion, because they do not love the Truth, and the delusion is GOD's condemnation of them. (2 Thessalonians 2:11)

    GOD kept trying to warn His people to repent, turn back to Him and His original ways, set about in the Torah, which by the way, means "instructions." Sadly, the church has changed the meaning of the ancient Hebrew words and changed Scripture to fit their own man-made dogmas and doctrines. Because the people of the earth, by way of the hyper-graced New Testament church have refused to listen to YHVH GOD, but instead have created their own God in their own image, which they can accept, we are now in a global war, only there's no artillery. There are no bombers in the air dropping bombs in a blitz destroying the infrastructure with the people living inside buildings. For the most part, it's a silent war with a silent enemy, the people inside the buildings are voluntarily killing themselves and their children. In each world war, more troops than innocent civilians die, sadly, now, however, it's the innocent dying in greater number than the troops, although they are doing their best to kill and weaken our military with enforced vaccinations.


Just like GOD warned Habakkuk several decades before the Babylonians invaded. We were warned of this coming genocide, and we the Remnant were the ones chosen by Grace to know the truth before it hit us. The genocide being perpetrated by enemies foreign and domestic isn't just race this time, they are killing their own people, (liberals, the WOKE and the ignorant) off with a lethal injection. They are brainwashed and programmed by the news media, propagandized by the fake news. It's sad, very sad, but in all wars there are casualties and innocent people die by the millions.

    GOD has something up His sleeve and it's not what the church thinks or teaches. GOD never lets His people predict His next move.  Their "gentile" Jesus is not about to Rapture the church. These raptured obsessed church people are part of the problem. They are the equivalent of the idolaters and false prophets in the kingdoms of Israel and Judah. They have created religions birthed out of the Roman Church and called it Gentile New Testament Christianity and its thousands of denominations, each teaching one false teacher after another.  

   Do you see how the True Gospel is the sugar to help the medicine go down? We, the chosen, those under the protection of YHVH GOD and the guiding of the True Holy Spirit are the sugar, but in it true form as sugar cane.  It may look unattractive and not the refined sugar we are used to, but it does the same thing.  It is the sweetness of GOD's Grace.  GOD's Grace did not begin with what the New Testament church calls the New Covenant which they say began with Yeshua's death on the cross, no instead, it began in Genesis 6, where Noah found Grace.  Noah did not earn his own righteousness, because no one is righteous, no not one.  Instead, GOD just chose Noah, knowing that he would obey, but it began with GOD reaching down with Grace.  One thing I've learned about prophecy is that the future proves the past.

   









Sunday, March 21, 2021

 “Just Because” LOVE




    As some of you all know, I’ve been through the wringer all my life. It’s been one trial after another. I’ve had an experience where I got a tiny sip of the pure overwhelming love that comes from GOD in heaven. I’ve tasted that joy that can’t be described in words. I’ve felt every cell in my body light up just in His Presence, the couple of times that it has happened to me. I want it, and I want it, now.

    All my life, I’ve been the little girl who nobody loved, or so I saw that in myself. I was the black sheep of the family, the one they always blamed. I was the controversial one, the troublemaker, they said. I grew up in a very secular home where Jesus was surely NOT present, so of all six of us, who did Jesus pick to be the first to experience his encompassing love? Why me, of course. My mother was rougher around the edges than I am, if you can believe that. She did some horrible things because she was not in control of all her faculties. She had a mean streak, and a tongue that could slice leather if she was mad at the leather. 

    She loved me because I was her daughter, and that’s it. There was nothing about me that she loved, and she made that evident. My father loved me because I was his daughter, and the only one of the six who maintained contact with him all my life. The others have been estranged for over forty years. So, his is a grateful love. My siblings love me, because my mother drilled it into us that friends come and go, but your family is for life. So, theirs is an obligatory love because my mother told them they had to love me. She told them a lot of other things, that were counterintuitive, but she stressed obligatory love for family.

    My children love me because I’m their mother and I take care of their needs. My husband only loved what I could do for him during our thirty-year marriage. Whenever I asked him why he loved me, he couldn’t come up with a good reason except, “Because you’re a good woman.” In thirty years, that was the only nice thing my husband ever said to or about me. Most of the time, he drilled it into my head all the reasons why people did NOT like me. There is a love that is so pure that it can only come from One Place. 

    There was one person however, who loved me just because. It was pure, it was wonderful, and it had no other reason then just because. That was my Nana. That love died when she did sixteen years ago. Hence, I’ve lived without that “just because love” all these years, and let me tell you, life isn’t worth living unless there is someone who loves you “just because.” Yet, in all that, I’ve loved everyone in my life just because. I never understood why, because many were so mean to me, but I could never stop loving them just because. GOD put that love in my heart, I take no credit.

    As a cancer survivor, I am always on the lookout for my “ticket Home,” as I call it. I can’t take life loving just because and not having any “just because” love back. Someone asked me if all I needed was "just because" love to fight cancer for a second time, and why just that: 

   My answer was unequivocally. “Yes, "JUST BECAUSE.”










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