What is in your [kill brackets]?

ANOTHER RECYCLED POST (FROM 2021)

 I am a hard-core Q patriot.  I love everything Q.   In fact, if it weren't for Q, I don't know how I would have survived the past three years of my miserable life.  Before Q came along, I was completely all out of hope.  All looked so bleak, inside my personal life, outside my home, and all over this dreadful planet.   I was not paying particular attention to the date when I wrote it, but it was a few days later I was to discover that I wrote it on September 11, 2018 which was exactly SEVENTEEN years after it had happened,  and it posted exactly at 10:03 am, which was the exact time Flight 93 allegedly went down in Shanksville, PA.  I do believe there is a lot more to that story than meets the eye, because by the look of the area, there is no way a Boeing 757-222 crashed there, leaving nothing more than a burnt crater of ash.  Honestly, people, how many airplane crashes have you seen where NOT a trace of an aircraft was left distinguishable?  None, I’d say, but that’s a blog topic for another day.

That being said, I’ll say what Q has taught us to believe, “How many coincidences does it take before something becomes mathematically impossible?"  I love that!  What's the chance that I just so happened to be inspired to write about the world-wide famous, fact-based phenomenon we call Q, on September 11, having no idea about the date, or the posting time. When I get inspired by GOD to write, I have to stop everything and just go write. I never know the topic ahead of time, nor the lesson I'm trying to share, until it's all done.  It's as if GOD is teaching me through my fingers on the keyboard, and I'm sharing it with you at the same time as I am learning it from Him.  

 I know this Great Awakening which started with the first Q post is from GOD.  I found precedent in the Bible for Q, and that is what gave it credibility for me.  Not only did I find it in Bible prophecy, but I found a natural event that was a type of what we are seeing Q do for us now.  I'll have to write an entire blog post on Daniel 5 and how it relates to Q-posts on the 8-chan wall on a later date.  As stated before, whenever something happens in the OT Scriptures in the natural, GOD repeats the event in the Spiritual in our latter times, but on a global size, with prophetic significance to the historicity of His dealings with His people. (It's called typology.)  There is NO human who could have seen that coming, but an Almighty who inspires such topics, and arranges the times and moments of my day, could, because He wrote it in my story before one day of my life began. These topics and ideas come out of nowhere, and they are usually way over my ability to put words together to make any kind of sense, for example, using [kill brackets] to teach a spiritual lesson that Elohim taught me about my particular time of trial and testing.  Q used [kill brackets] to let us know what this plan would eventually eliminate, be it an corrupt agency or a corrupt politician bought and sold to the highest bidder. 

     Our lives are recorded in the Books in Heaven, every word and every deed. Our biography is playing out day by day as we breathe and speak. GOD will publish the work after we are gone, but until then, we take part in what is written on each page.  So, let's take that thought and ask ourselves, what's in our [kill bracket] that needs to be eliminated or dealt with because it is holding us back from being successful in this chapter of our lives? We can't stop the pages from turning, nor the years from rolling by, but we can effect how the sentences are written, how the paragraph is composed and how long it takes to get to the end of that paragraph. We can have a full page of good, or an empty blank white page, because we choose not to act upon something the LORD is nudging us to do. We put off the inevitable and only add pages to our books, but empty pages. Sometimes, that which causes us to put off what GOD is trying to write into our narrative is pure and simple opposition from the pit of hell, things we can’t seem to master.

      I will tell you what's in my [kill bracket]. It's [FEAR]! That blasted thing, won't leave. It is in every page, every chapter, and I haven’t been able to kill it, myself. Every time I think I’ve won the battle, that hideous evil entity pops up, again. I fight it daily, but there are times it stops me cold dead in my tracks and causes me to leave blank pages in my life where I’ve accomplished no good. It has the most power over my life when I dwell on it and actually get in the [fear brackets] with it, and let it control me. It stops me if I hold up my work behind the [brackets] and I do not complete my sentence. The only way to complete my sentences, my narrative is to either go around the [fear bracket] or to defeat it. We will always face [opposition], it never goes away, but we have a choice to let it stop us, defeat us, and destroy or diminish our narrative.

   The [fear] that holds me back is seemingly [never leaving this horrible chapter of my life]. This chapter of my life has been simply dreadful, and what feels like the longest. It's been about six years with each paragraph more negative than the previous. The promises of GOD in the Bible are my springboard that usually catapult me over the [fear brackets]. I know them all, but at times, they just seem like words on a page, and not a reality, or a my destiny in Him. The longer this chapter drags on, the less weight the words on the pages of the Bible seem to have.  That's when I get stuck inside the [fear bracket]. 

   I tell myself, "GET OUT OF THE [ ], but most times, I need Supernatural assistance, and He never fails to pull me out when I can’t get out on my own. So, I ask you, what's in your [kill brackets]? What keeps tripping you up, causing your run-on sentence or never-ending paragraph that is keeping you from being able to turn the page? It is my hope and desire to assist you in locating and recognizing your [opposition] and to help you recognize it, learn how to get around it, and seek the only One who can help you kill it, because, as Q has taught us digital soldiers in this battle:

"Where we go one, we go all!"

 

GOD's Chosen Ones Would Have Been Put Away Today

I had this friend who was my best friend for over twenty years. Twice GOD took her out of my life, and twice, I brought her back into my life. I was doing what other church people said I needed to do, and that was to forgive, even though she was never sorry. Well, that’s never been my understanding of what Jesus said in Matthew 18, but that is a different blog I wrote some months back. This last time that she attacked me will be the last time that GOD or I will allow her words to try and persuade me to stop following the Biblical way.

Miss Betty Baptist works at a hospital, but she seems to think that qualifies her to diagnose me as mentally disturbed. She has no medical degree, yet she claims that her “professional” opinion of me is also GOD’s. Miss Betty Baptist, who is Biblically illiterate has a god in her head that is not the GOD of the Bible, but I can’t convince her of that, because only she is right and only her opinion is gospel truth. I suggested that we could love each other and be friends, but only if she stopped telling me what I “needed” to do. I’ve never once told her what she needs to do or be like in her life, yet she seems to not be able to resist advising me to go against what GOD is telling me to do. The things that GOD is telling me to do, Miss Betty calls fantasy living.

Let’s make a brief list of things GOD told His devoted servants to do that by today’s standards would get them locked up. Let’s start with the Father of Israel, whom GOD told to sacrifice his son on the altar. He went as far as bringing his son up a mountain, tying him down on the altar and holding the knife over his son’s head to MURDER his son, as an act of obedience to GOD. Suppose Miss Betty Baptist had witnessed this, because there was a servant who went with Abraham and Isaac, yet Abraham had the wisdom to leave the servant behind, halfway up the mountain. Miss Betty Baptist would have called the police, had Abraham arrested, testified against Abraham, and he would have been locked up for attempted murder, and it would have been murder one, because he planned this act. His defense that GOD told him to do it, and GOD stopped him just in time would carry no weight with the district attorney or the public, including the million of Betty Baptists.

Let’s move on to one of my favorite stories of “mentally or criminally insane” servants of GOD by today’s standards. This servant of GOD joined the enemy nation, lived there for sixteen months, murdered thousands of innocent men, women, children, and infants, without the direct command of GOD, keeping some of the plunder for himself, and lying to his General of the enemy army about it. He made sure to leave no witnesses alive to rat him out. Then when the king of this enemy nation was going to attack his own brethren in Israel, this servant was first to volunteer to his General to prove his warrior skills in killing his own people. When he was rejected by the enemy’s soldiers, the General, who found him quite worthy, had to send this servant back to his home camp and force him to sit this battle out. The general said of this servant, “He has undoubtedly made himself repulsive among his people Israel; therefore, he will become my servant forever.” (See 1 Samuel 27).

Miss Betty Baptist will deny this truth in the Bible because Miss Betty does not know her Bible, but she thinks she knows the mind of GOD. So, who is this servant of GOD, who was labeled a man after GOD’s own heart? I will let you read the story, reading in between the lines, and not see it as your pastor has read it to you. You will note that GOD never commanded David to attack these villages and to destroy every living human. He did this on his own initiative. That makes him a mass murderer, surely to go down in the history books as one of the most criminally insane murderers of all time. Shoot, he would even top Jim Jones if he were judged today by Miss Betty Baptist. After all, didn’t Jim Jones claim to be GOD’s anointed servant? Didn’t he tell his people that killing themselves was the will of GOD?

Those are my two favorite stories of what Miss Betty Baptist would have criminally prosecuted. Now, on to some of GOD’s anointed prophets, like the one who was told to literally eat what we would call the Bible, and I mean, chew and swallow the pages. After that, he was commanded to lie on his left side of 390 days, and when that was complete, to lie on his right side for forty days, with all the sins of the GOD’s people listed, laying right beside him. Never mind the visions that he saw in the sky. Why this man would have been locked up for good by the men in white coats and thrown in a rubber room with a straight jacket on if Miss Betty Baptist had witnessed his obedience to GOD.

Then there was the man whom GOD told to walk naked for three years around the streets of Israel. If Miss Betty Baptist saw this most anointed of all prophets walking naked down her street in Lexington, for sure she would have called the police and had him arrested for indecent exposure. We should not just point out the men, because there was a woman who approached one of GOD’s mighty generals and questioned him as to why he hadn’t attacked a certain General. This general of the LORD’s army would not go without this prophetess/judge walking with him. If this female city councilor were to approach President Trump and command him to attack his enemies, and then walk behind him, telling him that he would not get the credit for this kill, but a woman would, again, Miss Betty Baptist would have called in the mental health professionals, telling them that she was delusional, living in a fantasy world.

Another is of course the lowly one who followed her and took 32,000 troops, letting 22,000 who feared fighting for the LORD be dismissed from the army, then 7,700 dismissed because they lapped up the river water by cupping their hands and drinking from their hands be dismissed. He then gave the remaining 300 troops only pitchers and lamps and told them to surround a camp of 132,000 enemy combatants to just shout and yell at his signal, would surely be relieved of his command and sent to the brig for the mentally unstable. But, according to Miss Betty Baptist, because I believe GOD has commanded me to write what He has taught me, to believe in someone who shows absolutely no potential of being any kind of servant of GOD, whom GOD would accomplish much through as a future hero of Biblical proportions, I’m living in a fantasy world.

The problem with Miss Betty Baptist is she does not believe that the GOD of the Old Testament is the GOD of today. She does not believe in His miracle working power, and the reason she does not believe is because He never does any of these miracles for her. Anyone with a little commonsense would understand that Miss Betty Baptist is a church snob, who thinks she is the only one who knows GOD’s mind and thoughts. Henceforth, since Miss Betty Baptist thinks so highly of herself, GOD is obviously not going to work through Miss Betty Baptist.

There are some church people who believe just going to church is serving GOD, and Miss Betty Baptist is one of those. In the thirty years that I’ve known Miss Betty Baptist, only in the early days did she volunteer to serve the LORD by teaching little children in Sunday School. She never did attempt anything grand for the LORD, because her life here on earth was so full of earthly pursuits. After all, she was raising two children with her husband and working full-time, because she flunked out of nursing school twice. She justified her flunking out of school claiming that she was following her own desires and not GOD’s, and she let that defeat end her life and ministry with GOD. She will tell you that she sits down every day and has her 15-minute devotions with the LORD and that makes her a devoted servant, but only according to her standards, not the Biblical ones.

Miss Betty Baptist seems to believe that GOD has given her the authority to diagnose me mentally ill for attempting great things for the LORD, and she has worked her hardest to convince me that GOD never called me to write for Him, that I’m mentally unstable believing that GOD would use a lowly unknown like myself. Answer me this, Miss Betty Baptist, did Gideon consider himself a lowly unknown? Did David? Did Ezekiel? Did Isaiah, and every other person called of GOD to let GOD work His mighty power through them? Or were they Betty Baptists ready to call out anyone who did not fit the church mold? Seems to me, that the church-in-a-box is filled with a very many Betty Baptists and it is no wonder that the spirit of GOD has left the church, as it did with Samson, and like Samson, they do not even realize it.

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JUST BREATHE!

(Another recycled and heavily revised post from years ago.)

After 36 years of parenting with eight children, one thing I've learned is how to not panic.  There is WAY too much information going out there on the in Information Highway and way too man self-proclaimed experts.  Everyone swears they have the secret intel on the coming political future.  Seeing how I cannot accurately predict the future based on the latest political experts,  I opened my Bible and I went to the Hebrew Scriptures, referred to by the Christian Church as the OLD Testament, as if it were obsolete.   I found some great Scriptures that really help me calm down and listen to the Holy Spirit.  GOD gave Nineveh a chance to repent, which they did.  I do believe that the majority of Americans have repented and turned to GOD for help.  I've seen a spiritual revival in the Christian church, and I've seen some go completely apostate.  Many Christians say GOD is punishing us for the choices we made in electing our leaders.  Let me tell you, over the past 60+ years, leaders have been appointed by GOD and by the deep state.  We only had the illusion of elections.  GOD is not punishing us, but sometimes He has to show us how bad it can get before He makes it better.  He sent prophets to His people in Israel to turn back to the purity of the Torah, but they had mixed so much of the world into what GOD taught them then ended up with what is called Halacha.  They did not listen to those prophets, so GOD had to let it get really bad for them.  He has done the same with the Christian Church.  They didn't listen to Him either. They have done their own thing.

Halacha is a combination of the teachings of the Rabbinic writings of the Talmud with the Torah.  It looks nothing like what Moses taught, hence, why Jesus came.  He came to bring back the original instructions, because that is what Torah means.  Here we are 2,000 years later with this thing called Christianity.  Well, folks, it's the same thing as Halacha.  So, I'm seeing a different kind of Spiritual Revival and I'm not the only one.  It's a world-wide movement to bring us back to the original instructions.  

He is a Gracious and Merciful GOD and Father. He has not condemned America, He is not punishing the world. He is doing what the Pharisees expected two thousand years ago.  He has risen up a political messiah.  Messiah means anointed one, that's all.  There are two spoken of in the Bible, The Messiah, Jesus, and a world leader.  The Christians think it has to be the anti-Christ, because most New Testament Christians consider the Hebrew Scriptures old fashion, obsolete, not worth REALLY studying.  Well, Scripture speaks of a good world leader also, but most New Testament Christian Churches have not been able to see it.  It's just like He said to Abraham,  if there were 10 righteous people in Sodom and Gomorrah, He would not condemn it.  Well, there's more than 10 here.  So, sit back, people, try not to listen to the panic of the Biblically illiterate.  Open your Bible, in particular the  Hebrew Scriptures around the building of the Second Temple, what is called the post-exilic prophets.  Most churches today don't teach about those prophets with any kind of true understanding, because to many NT Christian churches there is only Jesus and Paul to study.  Most  incorporated churches are an entity that is there to fill seats.  Oh, they say they are evangelical, but really, if you could see their hearts like GOD could, you'd know many are there to build a name for themselves, rock star pastors from mega-churches to tiny little back country little congregations.  Haggai, Ezra, and Zechariah are the Hebrew Scriptures most people skip, because they understand the historical aspects of them, nor can they see the type and foreshadowing of what GOD is planning on doing in our time. 

I am not longer a part of the Christian church, I am a Messianic Jew, became one when I found out my ancestral history, which was Italian Jew.  I never understood my strong desire to study only the Hebrew Scriptures and study them inside outside and upside down until I found out that I am one of Abraham's daughters in 2018.  The Hebrew Scriptures are a type of foreshadowing of the future.  What happened in the past in the natural will happen in the future in the Spiritual.  Zerubbabel's prophecy is where we are now in the timeline of GOD's people. GOD is rebuilding His Spiritual Temple like Zerubbabel rebuilt the second temple and restored the practices of  worshiping at the Altar, but that  time without the Ark of the Covenant.  GOD is rebuilding His Temple, but without the building and the altar or the animal sacrifices, for now that it is.  

Open those glorious Scriptures in Haggai, Zechariah, Isaiah, Jeremiah, Amos, Jonah, and the like and you will find hope for America.  Look for verses that reference the "Tribe of Joseph, or Ephraim." You know, there really were 13 Tribes, not just twelve, because Jacob blessed two of Joseph's sons, hence twelve became thirteen.  I truly believe that GOD was referring to the US the 13th tribe when He prophesied about them.  That's MY interpretation.  Don't go running off telling others, just pray on it, and see if GOD gives you the same vision.  GOD is working both in the two houses of Israel, reuniting them with the Christian Church.  He hasn't replaced one with the other.  The end isn't coming just yet, but a new beginning is.  Sure, the end will come, but the Christian Church is stuck on it's on man-made, agreed upon timeline.  Tell me, when did GOD ever do what man predicted?