When GOD won't let go, even if you beg Him.
Sometimes, GOD will show you
something in a person that only YOU can see, because GOD showed it to only you.
He will give you Scripture after Scripture and Divine Coincidence after Divine
Coincidence to prove it to you. You may have to wait upwards of 5 years, 4
months, and 21 days, BUT the LORD will strengthen you Even when you beg Him to STOP hurting you with
hope deferred, (Proverbs 13:12). He won't stop telling you to wait, to hold on,
and to believe, "Don't give up on My boy, that's My David, a man after
My own heart. There will be signs of
his GODLY character that will slip out, and GOD will cause you to ponder them
in your heart, even if it is five years
of pondering. Mary, the mother of Jesus
pondered things in her heart for thirty-three years.
There are storms that can come
along that force that GODLY character to be submerged under the weight of pain
and confusion. Most men don't know how to deal with devastating pain, they
cannot process it, so they will act out in complete opposite of the Godly
character you saw in him. David hid behind his fear for 16 months in the land
of the Philistines, working for the enemy, and also deceiving them. He killed
for profit. He left GOD all together. (1 Samuel 27 12 So Achish believed
David, saying, “He has undoubtedly made himself repulsive among his people
Israel; therefore he will become my servant forever.” )
Eventually, GOD caused what
David was doing, to happen to him at Ziklag. GOD caused him to become a victim
of his own crimes against humanity and Himself. .
1 Samuel 30: Then it happened, when David and
his men came to Ziklag on the third day, that the Amalekites had carried out an
attack on the Negev and on Ziklag, and had overthrown Ziklag and burned it with
fire; 2 and they took captive the women and all who were in it, from the small
to the great, without killing anyone, and drove them off and went their way. 3
When David and his men came to the city, behold, it was burned with fire, and
their wives, their sons, and their daughters had been taken captive. 4 Then
David and the people who were with him raised their voices and wept until
there was no strength in them to weep. 5 Now David’s two wives had been
taken captive, Ahinoam the Jezreelitess and Abigail the widow of Nabal the
Carmelite. 6 Also, David was in great distress because the people spoke of
stoning him, for all the people were embittered, each one because of his sons
and his daughters. But David felt strengthened in the Lord his God.
The mercy of GOD kept the women
and children of Ziglag alive, but the fact that his own men had turned on him
and wanted to stone him, brought David to the point of utter despair. GOD
stripped him of everything to show him that only in the LORD could he be
successful and be protected. If GOD trusts you, He will give you a vision or a promise, one that
will take a mighty miracle on His part, one that no one will believe, everyone around
you will be against it, even that man, but GOD will put it in your heart and He
won't let you let it go, until GOD drops that man like never before, and He causes
that man to return to the LORD. The man will not come on his own, it won’t be
His decision, although he thinks it will.
It will be GOD’s invitation to His Amazing Grace.
The verse Psalm 37:4, Delight
yourself in the LORD, and He will give you the desires of your heart, is
properly translated in the Hebrew as "Delight yourself in the LORD, and He
would put/set the desires of you heart. The Hebrew NATAN, for shall give really
means put, set. ( Philippians 2:13 Proverbs
21:1, Isaiah 46:10-11) I have a whole
notebook of these types of verses on GOD’s Sovereignty. Do not believe people who will discourage you
with the words, "Man has his own freewill," because in cases where GOD has already ordained
to do something through a man, that man’s freewill is limited to GOD’s
Sovereignty. Sure, GOD will allow that
man to fall below any level he thought he could, but GOD has a purpose in sin,
also. GOD allows sin so we can
understand His Amazing Grace. God will
also use man’s sinful nature as bait.
GOD can do whatever He wants to do, and we in our limited capability to
ponder His Wisdom need to stop putting GOD in the church box.
After GOD drops that man, shows
him the pods he has been feeding the swine, GOD will draw him back to Himself,
(Hosea chapter 2). Then he will be better than your heart could have ever
imagined, and his passion for the LORD will blow your mind. The hell is in the
waiting, but you will see the Mighty Hand of GOD in ways that barely a person
alive has seen. Take my word for it. I constantly beg GOD to leave me be in my
despair, because the overwhelming circumstantial evidence is just that,
circumstantial. It would not hold up in court,
nor will it convict a man. Pun intended. Every time I beg GOD to let me let it go, He
pulls a fast one on me. He won’t let me
let it go, and He will prove His ordained plan with another Scripture or
another Divine Coincidence.
Right after I begged GOD to
leave me be, for the umpteenth time, to
stop sending those crazy Divine Coincidences, I deactivated most of my social
media, which is my way of avoiding the issue, but I kept my Gab, because that
social media has a separate purpose. I clicked on a particular post, and GOD
brought my eyes down to where the comments and likes are circled. I saw the views were 278 comments, 42 reposts,
and 478 likes. AGAIN, only GOD and I can know what those numbers mean. It was
only moments later that those comments and view totals were completely changed.
There are certain videos I’ve
been avoiding, because they are too painful for me to watch. This one video popped up as the number one
suggestion. I didn't want to watch it, but GOD pushed the issue with me. At
current the views are 22, 780. Again, only GOD and I understand the
significance of those numbers. When you have documented thousands of such
Divine Coincidences, and peculiarly placed Scripture verses, these
"signs" become mathematically impossible to explain away. Romans 4:17
says, the "God calls that which is not as if it were."
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| I specifically avoided praying about it today! Yet, He is still doing it. |
I know that only GOD and I understand these signs and Scriptures, but isn’t that just how GOD works, individually communicating in ways that only His beloved understand? My point is that sometimes the miracle GOD wants to prove to you is coming regarding a person’s Godly character which is hiding behind a Jericho's wall of pain.
Immediately, after I posted this, I checked my Twitter, and this popped up. Like I said, only He and I get it and maybe one other future Biblical hero!
AGAIN, this Scripture means only one thing to me, and the Twitter account who posted it, was double confirmation. That man can deny it all He wants but God owns him and his freewill is limited to God's Sovereign Grace.
